and I can have my yellow belt level!

despite of such expenses, my heart for taekwondo cannot be eroded.

i have made another worthless post in this decaying stuff.

i might get sick with my 6-hour break during tuesdays and thursdays.

that’s it.

four down. two still on pending queue. one’s still processing. the other’s waiting patiently for own turn.

the couple might throw the biggest banquet for the last one.

many have dreamt of having this kind of guy. but i have dreamt of having the guy. his name have filled all the one hundred and fifty pages of my diary. he travelled every nerve in my brain and visited almost all my neurons.

a song said,”a guy like you is impossible to find.” the singer’s right. there’s nothing in the world like him.

then one day a girl knocked off my feet and shouted,”STOP IT!” right through my ears. i couldn’t let go. my body seemed trapped with the thorns of illusion.

for times i thought my name was inside his hidden box. but after getting serious heart pierces whenever this girl throws awful kisses to him, i have felt more hopeless. i have made some attempts to pull off these thorns from me, but i am just acquiring more hurt.

in the midst of moving forward, i have learned to wait. just like this man on queue.

…that we have a lot of friends in common.

I deleted Monsieur Mayonnaise in my friends list some days (or weeks) ago. I’ve been trying to CUT all our possible connections for me to move freely. We haven’t had any conflicts, but I felt he was used by the enemy for me to struggle for months.

Maybe I could meet him the time we are holding our wildest dreams in our hands.

I still need a Physics 101… maybe a TP to allow me take  one of those fully-booked classes.

I also have to look for a Humanities GE with open slots. Maybe I could take up Humanidades1, English1 or repeat my fated Comm1. Or maybe I could take a NatSci GE instead (NatSci3 only…!). I am sick of SocSci GEs.

I am excited with my Taekwondo class. I may get awful injuries, but having some ideas for self-defense worths it.

I can’t wait for June. I want to go back to Baguio.

Friendster’s ambience is getting boring.

So click the Facebook badge at my widgets just below the Multiply to see my Facebook profile.

And if you have a Facebook account and you want to add me to your friends list, just key in grace anonas or my yahoo email address ecarg_grace06@yahoo.com.

“Try one now!”
~Manny Pacquiao

Nakakalungkot isisping apat na buwan na tayong magkaibigan. Marami pa akong naging kaibigan nang dahil sa’yo. Pero magpapaalam na ako. Masakit man pero kinakailangan.
Sa mga kaibigan ko sa wordpress, magkakabiruan pa rin naman tayo sa ibang araw, pero huwag muna ngayon.

~12something2007

I wrote that before deleting my first blog.
My parents became disappointed after reading one of my posts so they told me to delete that blog.

Now, I’m not going to delete this blog. I just want to have a break from blogging.

“Ilan kaya ang magiging anak natin?” “Magmissions na lang tayo.”

“Saan tayo titira?” “Magstay na lang kaya tayo dito.”

“Magbakasyon tayo sa Canada.”

“Kelan ba tayo ikakasal?” “Magsama na tayo ‘pag tapos ka na.”

“Saan ang honeymoon natin?”

“Magplano na tayo. Para sa atin din ‘to.”

I am just staring blankly at him, partly surprised. I feel my hands wet from the precipitates of this grande ice cappuccino I’m sipping. His statements raised my brows. He isn’t my boyfriend. He could barely pass my standards.

“Ha?”

I continued sipping.

A jazz song was about to end. Then “False Pretense” by the RJA plays. Why on earth would they play a song of rock genre in the midst of playing jazz numbers?

I came to realize that such noise came from my phone.

The time read: 6:39

I have a 7:00 class. Oh no, not again!

I woke up from half consciousness, got up and rushed to school.

Here are some lines in my daily notes. (the “diary” term is an old school thingy so I prefer calling it “daily notes” instead.)

[first few lines]

Hindi ka na notbuk sa Filipino. (Wala nang pakialam si Ma’am Herrera sa’yo at kahit 4th year pa lang ang nagmamay-ari sa iyo ay hindi ka niya pinakinabangan.) MAAARI NA KITANG SULATAN NG KUNG ANU-ANO!!! AT WALA KANG MAGAGAWA!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!! (too overjoyed)

03302009 (younger sister’s birthday)

Nagtatatlong-isip ako kung pupunta ako…
(another thought) Bakit nga ba ako apektado? Ni hindi ko nga sila kaanu-ano. Oo kapatid ko sila. Pinagsisisihan ko tuloy ang pagclick sa kanilang mga pahina.

04012009 (fools day daw)

Nagparamdam ulit ang isa kong kaibigan. Nagtext pa nga eeeh… At least yun,nagpaparamdam. Di tulad ng iba jan.
Qng will Niyo po ang pumunta ako, let it be done! Kaso nga lang makikita ko si…ayoko nga!

04032009

Hay ewan ko ba. Parang may nag-u-urge sa aking lumipatng UP Dil.

04062009

Mukhang hindi na ako tutuloy.Ayoko namang pumuntang mag-isa nu. AYAW! heheheh.
Me mini reunion pala ang colo bukas. Siguradong ang mga magkakatropa lang ang pupunta.

04142009

Nagulat ako sa comment ni…

04152009

Another idle day. Really idle. Amboring talaga, kajuper.

04172009

Mamaya na! Bakit kakaiba etong excitement ko? Gayong ala naman akong kasama. I’ll b going alone. tsk.

04192009

hay… super saya talaga. Akala ko, maiinis ako’t hindi sulit ang binayad ko. But You have fulfilled Your purpose not just for me, but for everyone who went there. Hindi ko na maikwento, pero thank You sa time na naworship Kita, nakakainis nga eh, may distraction. Sana sa susunod, yung walang distraction.

04–2009

Bakit nga ba ako napasama sa mga karakter ng kanilang storyline? Hindi ko naman gustong mapabilang dito. Gusto ko nang makaalis sa buhay nila. Pero ading nila ako. Bakit ba kailangang masaksihan ko ang kanilang kuwento? Will I benefit? Kaso mahirap na kung mawawala ako. Para bang napakaimportante ng role ko. Maraming mawawala kung wala ako. Hindi na magiging exciting. (filingera)

04252009

WE ARE MEANT TO LIVE FOR SOOO MUCH MOOORE!!!

04262009

∫u dv = uv – ∫v du (integration by parts)
waheheheh!!! achuchuuu!!!

Out of boredom.